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💙 Actually I think I can see myself in every segment of thoughts you talked about…

I know inside I’m not done, but with what ?

If the younger kids have some more time between mom’s departure and mine, I’m sure they will be okay with their circles support !

I just need to find my motivation to continue and the learning and growth that will bring.

Thanks for the posts

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I don't fear death, but I do fear dying.

Death will happen. It is inevitable. Those I leave and leave behind may hurt, but I feel they are resilient. They will persist.

I, however, want to continue on. I'm afraid to miss anything. Yeah, sure I still have a "bucket list," but, realizing my mortality, I started working on those items 2 decades ago. I will have regrets, ... but few in number, I think.

I am focused on the present and living for today.

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